.....House....

And not the doctor ;)
Wow, so many things has happened since the last time I wrote. We have decided to build a house outside helsingborg. First it started as a project and we said "well, lets see" but now we are there. We were soooo lucky and that must have been destiny talking. We got the lot that we asked for and the house that we wanted which was a limited edition house was also available. So, not the project is actually a live project. The bank was not a problem either. We are now looking forward to a year were we really need to look at our spendings and save as much money as possible. But it will be worth it. I can really see us living and gorwing our family in that beautiful house, a house filled with love and laughter. I will keep this post updated with the progress and hopefully I will be able to post some pictures as well.
I did not get the job at Frenna and that was proberbly the best thing, I found out today that the boad was a bit reluctant to hire me since they felt I had a bit of a nasty life when I was working there the last time. Well, I was young but not stupid and I always did my best. I guess that this is there loss not mine.

At the moment I cant decide if I should keep on looking for a new job or try to see if I can get a parachute with unichains... I need to secure my funds now when the house project is up and running. Time will tell...

L is doing great, looking to see if she should keep her job or find something else. She thinks about changing her schedule in order to get a better pay during her maternity leave. The weekend sucke on her new schedule so she is not sure what she will do. Th discussions are ongoing....

I lover her and miss here everytime we are not close to eachother...

Until next time...

/s

1st of May

And here we go again. I do not understand what is going on with the political parties in Sweden. I mean there is no one you can really trust to do the right thing. No when the blue ones came to the goverment they made som good changes like changing the unemloyement insurance to a lower level and also made it much harder to be unemployed in Sweden. Well, that is a good thing. But of course the red parties said that they will change it back if they come back as the leaders. Well that is fucked up I mean should that be the goal for the working people, becomming unemployed? Then we have the Sverige demokraterna. They have a good agenda but I think they make it the wrong way. We should not implement a zero tolerance to immigrants, we should make sure that we only allow as many as we can take care of. Today we are not really good hosts. No wonder why the immigrant youth is running wild since nobody makes sure they behave.

Inspite the political agenda that the 1st of may brings to Sweden I had a wonderful day with L, Far away from politics just nice discussions and hanging out. We went to Denmark or actually not to denmark we just crossed the water a couple of times and had a few beers and cosy...
Then we went to Patrik for a chat and a cigarette... But once we came home L felt a bit insecure so we needed to discuss that, I do not understand why she can't relax and enjoy life without being afriad of making a fool of herself. She will never be fool in my mind and I will always love her no matter what.

Your the best babe.

Keep you posted.
S

Finally Friday....

What a week... I went to Norrköping for a lunch meeting and that went ok but when I started driving home the car made som funny noices. I needed to go to the car shop and they said I should not be driving that car. So I got a rental. It was a volvo V50. It was actually really nice to drive that car even though the engine was a bit slow. But it was quiet and smooth...

I managed to make a new appointment to have my tatoo done, it will not be made until the 7th of June so I have to wait. But it will look so good once its done.
Still no news from the new company its hard to understand what they are waiting for, it is actually like torture, especially when I know that I managed to present myself from the very best side. I asked Michael for a reference now when he is leaving the U and he was happy to send me one. So I guess I will use that if F will delay it much longer.

Yesterday I went to have a massage, I tried a Thai massage but I did not like it very much. It was to soft and gentle and I was still in pain once I left the place. I need to ask Blomman where he went so I can go there next time.

Well, I guess that this will be a lonely weekend L is working the whole weekend. We will go to the summer house with her parents on Saturday evening so that will be nice other than that I do not know what to do. So, relaxing and get some sun will be my thing this weekend....

See U soon.

Power workout !!!!

Oh my God.... My body i aching so bad. I went for the first time yesterday to a power workout, it was great and I really liked it. I guess my body liked it to because it just want to sleep and lie completely still... But it feels good and I am certain that this power workout will help me to loose those extra kilos that I need to get rid of.

Yesterday I got a call from the psychiatrist that is handling my job application for the new company. She is trying to reach my references, I tried calling PM in the states to make sure he is on track and he said he was and actually came with some good news that the middle east projects that I was working on before my contract ended was doing very well. I am so happy to hear that because I felt a bit uncertain if things were running as they should.

I am taking the fact that she is looking for references as a good sign and the fact that all of them thought of it as a very good meeting ;) so, my hopes are getting higher and higher...

L was so sweet yesterday, she really knows how to make my day ;) Love ya' babe...

So, crossing my fingers for the new position.... But what would I say to UN about resigning??? I'll figure it out.

Until next time.

S

The weekend is over and a new week is on...

Overall I must say that is ha ben a very good weekend... Friday was the 3rd intervjuv for the new poistion that I am applying for. it felt good and I guess that I made my very best. I was soo tensed when I came back home, but Linda relived my tension and that felt good. After that I had a budget meeting with my current job and I need another 1,9 million in order to reach the budget until october. So... lets work work...

I really do hope that I will get the new position since it will be much more of a challenge than today and I will get an office to go to. It is hard to have a homeoffice, escpecially since I am working for a company that does not know how to make their empolyees feel good... I even need to struggle in order to recevie a new computer screen to my home, and it should not be that way.

Friday night was nice even though we ate to much candy, but I think I should try to get L over to ice cream instead that would make us feel better...

Saturday we moved L last stuff from her old apartment and bascially just relaxed at home until C came over for a beer and a whiskey. (felt bad mixin a glenfidich with coke but that was what the girls wanted...) Then we met P and M at cardinal for a nice dinner, felt tired but I had loads of fun.

Feel bad for L because she receive those messages from the 72 number. I am curios why she cant understand that they are making fun of her. anyway, when they started to send her these messages at lunchtime, I told her to let it be and not answer but of course at night she did anyway becaue she is curios. But what is she curios of.... Now they will just continue to send her messages and of course never tell her who they are. We had a theory that is should be her fucked up ex that is messing with her mind but that is a long shot.
I am sorry that I gave her a bit of an argument over it but I do not want anyone to use her in the wrong way. I am just afraid that she wont tell me anymore if she continues with the messaging. Let's see...

Sunday was just quiet we were watching three movies went to her families house for a coffe and had a Mc D burger... Sometimes it is just so nice to relax.

Until next time

Stefan

Work and future at hand...

So so, I just came back from my third intervjuv with a company that shows interest in me. It feels great to come to a company and be really honest about the situation I am in. Today I got a good feeling about the company and I am sure that if I get the opportunity I will grab it and move on. It feels bad though for my resume, but as I see it there is no other chance than move on. Uni will never respect their employees the way they should and that is not only by salary, that is also by giving back the lojalty the employees give them. In todays world it should be understood that everybody has the chance to move on, and you should be careful what you do and what you say if you would like to keep the competence you have in your company.

Well well, let us see what will happen, will I get the job or not???? Future will show.

Tonight we will only take it very easy and realx. Looking forward to that since last night gave very little sleep. I am so in love and intend to stay like that.

Oh, we will actually make an inventory on our wardrobes ;) in two weeks we will start the shopping spree for the US trip, we need to look good right...

Wating for a phone meeting.... When will they call...

Until next time....

Well this was fun... about me.

Ho ho.... I live my life together with my baby Linda. And it is freaking great. I work with a Nordic Company whidh name I should keep out from the blogg though I might get up close and personal with them at times... But for the management the Blogg is always open... I think you will be able to learn more here due to the fact that this is a personal forum were I can spread my thoughts and let the world now whats is going on. Anonomusly...

Plans in y life at the moment is mainly to get succes at work and get Linda prenant ;) God, this Blogg would be interesting if I did that...

We are going to the states for holiday in July we will visit Orlando and then just drive around there and visit my old freinds that I used to live with. How Cool Is that..

Mia is pregnant again, that is great that she will give birth during our time there, I will be the first stupid Swede to see the child. I honured.

So much looking forward to get holiday....

Until next time...

Stefan